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Let me carry your heart by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Let me carry your heart

Carry your heart with me, for I carry it in my heart. Let me shine as I hold it close; as wherever I go, you follow, my love. I present myself; to you. Knowing that my success is based on our happiness we share. I choose no other path, except the one in which we walk now And my heart skips a beat as you reach out for my hand. Together, we shine brighter then the starlight sky Whatever I will be, is yours to hold Wherever life takes me, I’m always with you I carry your heart. I carry it, in my heart. I love you today, More than yesterday, But not as much; as tomorrow.

Lies by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Lies

I believed once that I was in love, a kind that would last forever. But I was wrong. I was trapped in your lies and stories you told me But I'm free now, and couldn't be happier. You told me that you loved me, I learnt you loved many Funny that cos' whos by your side now? You told me I was everything to you, but clearly I meant nothing. What was doing wasting my time with you YOU MEAN NOTHING! I would of done anything for you, when I was spoon fed your lies Now I look at you and feel disgusted inside. You told me once you would of died for me, and I can't help but think I wish you had... You weren't the person I thought yo

Feeling Lost by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Feeling Lost

I'm lying alone with thoughts of you Thinking of you until it hurts I know you feel this too, but can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could see your smile on your face For times when my life feels so low It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know I'm so lost without you I know you are right, but we're so far apart I'm nothing without you I can't wait for you to return home, back to me I want you to come back and hold me so close Away from this long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, can you feel me there And what would you say if I called you right now And said that I need you, b

My Love by happy-eskimo15, literature

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My Love

I never will disappoint you, I will never let you down, I love you, And I'll swear that to any judge. I will never feel guilty, As all I do, is love you. I knew you were the one Right from the very first glance, You're my eternal love, And you light up my life. I take your hand And hold it safe in mine, I give you all my love for you to hold. Never will our love stop As I'm always here for you, I can only love you. You've touched my heart, You've touched my soul, You have changed my life As now I live for you. People say that love is blind, But you have brightened up every moment, That we have shared together. My heart

What Is This Place We Live In? by happy-eskimo15, literature

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What Is This Place We Live In?

What kind of world do we live in? A world filled anger, hate and weapons This world is simply a race for power And all the countries are fighting with one another For this title, so it makes the government proud To own such a great country To have all the power To own all the fear But when do they suffer? When do they feel the pain? Who gets to effect them? We follow in line, To live in the rules of the government To be the slaves of this cruel part We are the people that get tested To see what we can take We get the fear We get the upset When our families are killed And for what? Answer me that The government rule this

Suicide - Is that selfish? by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Suicide - Is that selfish?

As I stand here alone in this cruel world My heart empty, frozen to the core This night will end all It will end my pathetic existence End all the pain, Coursed through the world As the walls close in around me, And the knifes get pushed in deeper So much pain I've been through, My blood seems to have dried up, As too much has been lost already I'm ready to jump, To end all this, To commit a crime, that will make me who I want to be Finally, I have a choice, As I stand on the 26th floor I look down to see blinding blue lights, The flash of press cameras, And the heads of millions as they watch, They think I'm weak, path

The Fatal Mistake by happy-eskimo15, literature

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The Fatal Mistake

When I was young, I would lie in this field With the scent of flowers surrounding me The rays of sun upon me The sound of glittering stream as it flows past me The singing of the birds The sight of my Mr Right as he runs to me. I am running to meet him arms spread wide The blades of grass clashing my skin The big unmistakable smile I have upon my innocent face He grasped me in his arms And spins me around I am his girl, you see And he is my hero. My hand running through his hair, As our lips touch each other's skin My heart sung his name, And his happiness runs through my veins The looks my mother gave me, when I arrived

My star by happy-eskimo15, literature

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My star

Every moment we spend together Will never be forgotten, Every smile we share Will last forever, The touch of your skin Makes me weak inside, You have no idea how much you mean to me, O baby, no idea at all As I sit here, In my candlelit room, A glass of wine in my hand, I stare out of the window, Knowing I cannot see you tonight, I stare at the stars, As they shine and tinkle in the sky, There is one star, That shines and overpowers the rest, It's as bright as a star could be, As I watch it sparkle and light up the sky, This for you my love, Let the brightest star in the sky, Represent my love to you, Compare it to a

immortal by happy-eskimo15, literature

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immortal

-Chorus- You people have no souls, You're hunting just for me, Searching for my soul, Destroying what I am, But no longer I will crawl, I'll stand up, big and tall As his love has made me immortal I see you in the street, Your men are closing in, You will not ever, Defeat me, You know this is true, And that you cannot run, 'Cos this will end tonight, -Chorus- No matter what you do, you can shoot me all you will, But bullets will rebound, Nothing will harm me, No matter what you try, I will never beg to you, But I know that, No blood of mine will hit the ground. -Chorus- Your ability to kill, Your power to hunt me dow

Falling apart by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Falling apart

I walk up to your house, Or should I say your mansion, I walked up to your drive, To discover your fleet f cars, BMW's jaguars and more... I looked through your window, It looks so cosy, so happy, You have everything you need and so much more, You're smiling and laughing, As I stand in the bitter cold, You're all so loved As I stand with the rain proving down, I wish we were happy, I wish we smiled, In this house we have, But all we share is Upset and anger, We don't seem to share any smiles, Or many nice words, The house I live in Is divided in sections, The seams are breaking apart, As this family falls apart...

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Did you ever care? by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Did you ever care?

For another day, i sit here, I wonder and ask myself, did you ever care? And after all that has happened, Why do I feel that way I do about you. I was hurt so badly though you, And yet, i still care for you, But it seems so stupid after what you put me though, Would you ever change? Or would you just put me though all this pain again, I can't cope with all this, Do i love you, or do i hate you? All these thoughts and feelings, If I could leave all this behide i would, I would do anything to answer these questions, But is there really an answer? My emotions are split into two, Maybe the truth is, I dont want to know,

Switch roles by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Switch roles

If you were me, And i were you, You would see, what i see, And feel how i feel, You'll feel your eyes build up, With tears, And then would know why I cry, You'd know my every thought, As they go through your head, And you would learn we arent so different, You'll feel the pain which i go though, That needs to heal, And know all the scars, that are too real. But You aint me, You dont know what it is like, Or how I feel, Your never see How I feel about you, Cos you aint me.

I just want to understand by happy-eskimo15, literature

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I just want to understand

So many things are going through my head, Things that i cant always explain, How can i say 'I love you' When you dont feel the same? I don't know me, And all i want to do is understand. There are things inside I can't figure out, Why do I bother saying 'I here for you' As i know you dont want me, I just want to love you... I have my hope and dreams, about you, But will they ever take flight? I have hopes and dreams that need to happen? But dare I fight for these, As I know you will never accept these. Why do we always part? When things seem so right? I just to understand, And love you again. So I'll dream another day with

Never told you. by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Never told you.

I never told you, just how much I loved you only by dreaming I showed my feelings I never told you just how much I love you and I've lost you now, Cos you never shared my feelings… I tried to move on, but enable to hide The feelings for you, which I hold inside, I'll do anything for you, But you'd never see it, I'm like glass you just see though it. No matter who tries, And gets in the way, the feelings What I have will not go away. I'm telling you now, but don't know why, Cos I'm like glass you just see though it.

Why do u live me life for me? by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Why do u live me life for me?

I'm running to be away, From all this pain you are causing me, Nobody realises what it like, Unless you are being split into two. Do you expect me to choose, Because I cant okay! Why can't you accept that? Why can't I be happy for once? You tell me I shouldn't feel this way, But I do, and it grows stronger, Everyday, Whenever I think of him, Talk to him, see him, But none of you lot understands, Why should you? As long as I please you, You don't give a fuck!!!

Is this how it would be? by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Is this how it would be?

I used to be able to look in your eyes, And feel you would look back at me, But since them events have taken place. If you were to look at me now, Would see me, or someone else? When i look in your eyes, Would you look back at me, Or too her? If we were walking hand in hand, Would you wish you were holding her hand, And be with her, and not me? When you kiss me, Would you be thinking I was her? Tell me what would be different this time, Tell me how this wouldn't happen, But i think the question is, Could you promise me this?

Trapped by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Trapped

If you looked at me, and hard enough, I'm sure you would see the strings attached, If you looked at the people around me, I sure you would see, Them holding the strings, and controlling me, You would see them move me about, So I was out their way, and out of harm reach, If you asked why the did it, I'm sure they would say 'It's for her own good' Yes, that what they'll say. I am not someone who can have feelings, Well not of my own, I have the feelings given to me, By the people who own those strings. I wish to be free, and stand on own, To have my own feelings, And to talk on my own. But until that day comes, All you

Suffocation by happy-eskimo15, literature

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Suffocation

For some time now, My heart has stopped, The walls are closing in, And I can't escape, I'm suffocating, As I sallow down your love, I thought it was prefect, A long time ago, I thought and told myself, This would never end. But instead bringing me the happiness, It was, Now all it brings is a tear, I know now that, I'm empty, I used up all my love, I gave all my love to you, I held on too tight, And ignored the signs, But somewhere along the way, You slipped away.....

I clearly see... by happy-eskimo15, literature

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I clearly see...

The grey clouds, Have mived from over my head, They have been replaced, With clear blue skies, And bright sun rays, It is now i clearly see, And understand, Just how I feel about you, Your like my oxgyen, I can't live without you, I need you more, then you'll ever know, I can't give up, I love you too much, I have the power to win, This battle, As long as you want it too. I now know, How i feel, The grey clouds clouds have gone, I need you, if i don't have my oxygen, I can't go on.

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Lies by machen-sie-mich-blut, literature

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Lies

Tell me I am beautiful, So I can melt inside. Tell me I'm all you need, Just so I hear your lies. Tell me I can make you smile, So I can feel all nice. Tell me I warm you up, Even though you feel like ice. Tell me that love is strong, I'll hold it in my mind. Tell me that love is true, Even though I know its blind. Tell me I am beautiful, So I can melt inside. Tell me I'm all you need, Just so I hear your lies. Tell me you want me, I know its not true. Tell me you'll hold me, Not that I want you too. Tell me you love me, I want to hear you lies. Tell me I'm beautiful, I need to hear your lies. Tell me we're happy, Its

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happy-eskimo15

Dec 8, 2008

Changes....

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Wow I haven't done this in such a long time! But am finally able to say I have time on hands! I feel like i've been travelling at like 1000mph, and now all of a sudden everything has almost stop and froze for a day. Its a very strange feeling of which I'm not used to! I'm moving in with my boyfriend, which means leaving every I've had and re-building it somewhere else, which I think will be BRILLIANT btw! But its so weird when I just step back and see what it has taken for me to get here.... The change that I have gone through is so weird, and I feel like everyone who have gotten used to has just over time, well slipped away for whatever r

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happy-eskimo15

Sep 17, 2005

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Wow! 2,000 pageviews Thanks!!!!! :D :D :D

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happy-eskimo15

Aug 28, 2005

Results for GCSE!

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OMG!!! I cannot believe they are over!!!! English Lit: B _ woot! :D English Lang: C Maths: C :D :D :D - I so thought I had failed!!!! Food tech: C Science: C C :D :D Humanities: C Business: C ICT: Pass Media: D - I am very, very shocked at this grade as i was predicted like an F/E So ha!!! lol

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Little-June

Aug 10, 2011

Long time no see

We use to chat at like 2008. I read old chat logs lol crazy

Hope are you arre fine!

Jing-the-Bandit

Dec 23, 2005

thanks for the visit =3

coolvamp007

Oct 16, 2005

Its been a while since the last time I checked out your gallery. As soon as I have enough time Ill read all your recent deviations.

Btw... thanks for the +fav!

happy-eskimo15

Oct 19, 2005

lol, your welcome. it was great

and thank you also for your favs

kurobei

Sep 17, 2005

Louise, Louise, she lives in the trees, and likes to say "please" and eats lots of cheese, because she's louise, louise louise, fabreeze and bees knees and she works at the chineeese!

My poem! For you!

happy-eskimo15

Sep 18, 2005

that is so funny! lmao! great skill Chris!

kurobei

Sep 19, 2005

I think I'll go down as one of the great poets with material like this!